xxx

喜欢坐在你旁边，你洗澡后的肥皂香味。
就只是静静地坐着，也不说什么的，反正我也不知道要说些什么。
面对你，越想说，就是特别没话说。好像都是这样的。
那感觉，和之前的不一样。这一次，比较踏实。不敢太兴奋的。
之前真的很难过。所以呢，现在也不敢抱有什么希望的。
就怕，就怕失望。其实也是失望过。
还是一样静静地看着你。可能那眼神就没那么的花痴了。
毕竟我花痴不起。我不敢再奢望些什么了。那感觉真的是非常的难受啊！
在我心中你太优秀了。
你还是那么的好看 :)

你真好看 :)

Cultural studies

Joanne is always so encouraging. ♥

We got our results for the 20% mid-term test. She is so nice and trying to comfort us saying that this will not affect our final degree and tell us be proud of what we got as this is what we've learnt in just 6 weeks time! Look at what we learnt and improved in the 6 weeks time, from knowing nothing to being able to write for the exams. Yes, indeed it is an improvement. I struggled really hard for the first two weeks!

Seeing our sour faces, she told us that, at least all of us passed! hahaha.
If this is to happen in UK, the students who passed it will be very exciting that they passed! Even, if they fail it, they will just say, just resit for the paper, no big deal! This is the difference between the East and the West. We are always serious and worries for the exams and the RESULTS. We only want good grade. Is the grade the most important and the only things in life after all?!

BE PROUD OF YOURSELF; ALWAYS APPRECIATE THE EFFORT THAT YOU PUT IN :)

I DID IT =)

我打了3场比赛，晚饭就吃这么一点点，可现在半夜2点了，还不觉得怎么累的。我这是太兴奋了吧？

今天第二轮小队选拔赛。那天第一轮打得乱七八糟的。当时就是很紧张。结果对手不强的那场给输了，而且他帮我记分数的，每次想起都觉得丢脸丢死人了！糗死了！

至于今天，总算是长经验了。就是放好自己的心态，想想，没事的，就这样， 不多想。那天输了过后，也学习了不少。就是在场上的思路，有点抓到了那感觉。知道该怎么去调整自己。

很庆幸自己的心态摆的很好。第一场，其实对手还不是不可战胜的。主要是自己没把握住没发挥好，信心也没打出来。输了。第一场下来，他问了问，how? 唉，我只能摇头啊！可是心里还是感到很安慰的。后来就坐在那儿看其他人打球咧。当时看着看着，突然找到了一种动力。就是看着男生们打的这么好，自己也好像找到了点力量。就觉得应该很勇敢的去打好，就像很正常的一样根本不需要怕的。哈哈哈。

后来打小组赛，很庆幸自己没怯场。第二场比赛，也没想很多的就打了。其实我俩水平还真有的打的。现在自己总结下来，就是，在发现对手的攻击性不错和自己防守本来就是个弱点时，调整改变了一下球路。这是我以前很少做好的。打到一半的时候，自己渐渐的领先了，心里也慢慢越来越踏实了。踏实了，信心也开始来了，气势也出来了。对手也许是因为压力，失误增加。剩下后面几分的时候，踏实了真的踏实了！

后来，是因为前一场的胜利，面对下一场相对比之前的对手更好打的，也没多紧张了。上星期自己超紧张的就输了给她。其实我一直认为对上她，自己是有把握的，不会是个大问题，关键在于自己有没有打出应有的水平。

结果看起来，第三场对手，还没开始比她自己就紧张的。热身热了半天，还是跟我说还没好，我心里都在想她是不是趁我连续打的想先把我弄累啊？结果？热身热了大半天，她跑去厕所了。厕所也去了大半天的。我？我就在那自个儿练发球呗！其实还真该谢她，她去厕所那段时间我都把发球給练好啦！找到感觉啦！哇哈哈！结果，我都练好了她还没回来。本来热了的身体又冷了。囧。好啦，她终于回来啦。结果又要热身。好啦终于终于开始啦。嗯，一开始比分还差不多咬着的。后来慢慢捉到她的球路了，开始顺利了。中间连续丢了几分的。幸好自己把握好，思想上调整回来。可以看得出来，她，紧张。有压力吧？瞧，在压力下打球，多辛苦啊!自己以后千万千万别重蹈覆辙啊！但是有一点，真实服了她，开球时，拿着球，拿了半天，就是不发球！你这是什么啊？！我就盯着她等她发她就是老拿着拿球同样的姿势。天啊。真是distracting。你要我盯你看等我盯得走神了你趁机会发球吗？！其实她应该不是这么想的，她就是紧张吧。可是你这样做真的不对。而且你也更明确的告诉我，你真的很紧张！这是心理战术，所以我后来发球时特别快，不拖延时间的，因为我知道她需要时间！嘿！~ 不好意思，这些都是心理战术！还有就是发现攻她反手后场球时出手要快打得很后的，拿分！最后，大比分领先时，心里真的踏实了。有把握的那种。就告诉自己，就保持这样个打法去拿分，别急，别因为求胜心切而犯错。幸好，总算自己把握住了机会。

赢了赢了！那心中是多么的开心兴奋和高兴啊！可惜就是自己一个人来，我真想找人抱一抱来分享心中的喜悦啊！还有很开心的一点就是一种多少有点心想事成的感觉！凭自己的努力和表现，一分一分的，去争取自己的目标！而且赢了球也觉得脸上有光的哇哈哈哈。这就是信心。自己给自己一个肯定！

最后，宣布，女生就选4个，而我就是那第四个！谢天谢地，谢谢老天爷保佑我今天一切一切真的都很顺利！！！真的觉得自己很幸运啊！我就在这么个对的时间把握住了！好险啊！真感谢上星期还有今天的第一场比赛！这几场比赛让我成长。都是一场一场地改过来和从中学习的！不只是场上的，自己的心理素质也提升了，个人面对事情的态度也学到了。就是，这两次都是自己一个人去的，平时的我会在一边自个儿在胡思乱想的。今天，就放开点，必要时就说说话，就是不特别去在意其他人的眼光。

总结：

今天赢球的主要是发球失误减少。场上失误，不至于太严重太多的。思路比较清晰，及时做了调整。主要是第二场中场阶段开始打出自信，领先的分数给了自己自信和气势；也给对手带来了压力和失误。

开球要继续练好。场上反应有待提升。接后场球时犹豫、慢；后退很慢。脚步不好。不打犹豫球。网前球要多留心。前场接drop球真的很不行。Drop球的时候动作不要变！

心态上，要有信心。要有气势。自己打球要喊出来才舒服发挥更好，哈哈哈。不给自己压力，在压力下打球，很重很累很怕。而且，这次我还学到了心理战术呢！还有，第一次真正的体会到信心带来的力量，还有落后时会带来的压力和逐渐的丧失自信心。

另外，凡事还是的靠自己。坚强和独立，很重要。你可以有很多的好朋友支持你，但在这种时候， 还是得靠自己去面对，站在场上比赛的是你自己。不要以为他们都会时刻记得你，也许，记得的也不会发个短讯给你声鼓励。要知道，人，或多或少，总是自私的。还是靠自己最实际 啊！

比赛开始前，我都没去问他们选多少个。当时是有想去了解的冲动，但后来想想还是别多管，自己打好最重要。结果，原来他们只选四个！如果我是事先知道了，可能我就会想，我小组这2场是非胜不可，也许心理就会有了压力，肯定会会影响表现！又是一个谢天谢地啊！

最后，我要谢你。虽然说不上是很明显的，但我觉得或多或少，你真给了我点力量。你的一声问候，让我多少都有了点安慰温暖的感觉，虽然不是很明显很强烈的。你的存在，也是那一点点的动力！

这只是个开始，前面的路还需要努力走好打好每一场比赛！！

今天打羽毛球，体会到了一些东西，以前从来没发生过的。
原来当我在压力紧张并push我自己做到最好的时候，事情确实是不一样！
今天在面对实力明显比自己强的对手的情况下，发挥得还不错；确实是挺满意滴~~~

选拔赛再加上和比自己强的对手打，我确实是有点紧张。
一直的深呼吸调整自己，告诉自己不要怕不要怕，淡定淡定。
才发现，真的不可以在还没拿出自己最好的表现之前，先给自己一个否定！

信心,
什么都可以输，但信心一定不可以输!

我叹气~

教授说，学习总会遇到困难难懂的课题。
如过我们觉得容易明白的是因为我们已经懂了，这不叫学习这只是复习。
我们觉得难是因为我们在学习新的知识；这才是学习的定义所在。
虽然我完全认同他的说法，但是我还是不明白咧~谁来救我啊？！

朝着自己的方向努力；坚持、不放弃不抛弃

彩虹

今天跑步觉得特别辛苦（就说过我最讨厌跑步了！）
但在我很艰辛地跑完目标后，欣然发现天空有一道浅浅的彩虹 :)

仿佛是在告诉我 经历了艰辛和磨难后，总会有彩虹的出现
很多人都是在经历了重重的困难后而迎来成功
要相信 雨过天才晴 冬天过去后就是春暖花开的春天 不要因为困难而放弃！

Happy birthday to yongdae ♥♥♥

Burn it!!

Trust me. I really hate jogging.

I am getting heavier and heavier. You know, days staying at home, have nothing much to do but mainly just sitting down and hardly move the body.

Nothing better than jogging to make your whole body move, I guess? So?! I forced myself to jog, almost everyday. Although everyday when it's evening I feel extra lazy to make my body move. But, I had to force myself to run, in order to avoid getting more and more KGs. But, I really really hate jogging, since last time when I trained badminton till now, never changed. It is one of the worse thing in the world for me.

Again, I want to mention, I really hate jogging.

Just ignore.

Farewell

Bye SRG Asia Pacific.

I have been working as Maxis customer service professional for 3 months and a week.
What to say. I really feel sad to leave the people there.
How to say. I like the working environment.
The people there are just helpful and very nice.
I felt happy working there.
Just that, job as a customer service wasnt that easy.
ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY HAVE REALLY FEW AGENTS. ARGH!!!
Like getting suffocate, seriously!!!

Before that, big thank you to all my buddies, I learnt different things from each and every of you. VeeZien, Catherine, Chiam, Wee, Shaun.

Like.
I like the people there.
En Faizal, my trainer, one of the nicest person in the world that I have met in my life :D
Julian, kak Wati, Tharma, Johnny(Ehsan), veezien, ah Bong, Chiam, Amber.........................
too bad I didnt manage to say bye to ah Bong, is he still working there?! No idea.

Dislike.
Travel from Seremban to KL is kind of wasting time la. :(
Why, why when i came in for work, there were so few agents so the calls were like KEEP COMING IN LIKE NON STOP SO I WAS LIKE TALKING NON STOPPPPP FOR THE WHOLE DAY. Suffocating.
Sometimes, it is really boring to layan similar calls everyday.
ESPECIALLY WHEN GOT THE CALLS FROM THE EAST MALAYSIANS. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
They were just making my life miserable.
They talk like Indonesian. The worse thing is, they don really know how to talk.
I took long time to find out what they saying. But, I found that, they didnt know what was I saying also. ARGH. I had to use the simplestttttt words to talk to them, and kept repeating the key words to them for manyyy timessssssssssss to make them understand. ARGH. I HATE IT. REALLY.

Anyway, I really learn a lot from this job.
I learnt the way to handle people, how to convince them just by the tone and the way u talk.
Also, the so call 'critical thinking skills' which A Level emphasized on.
Nahhhh, now I learnt how to use it in daily life :P
You know, I got all kind of questions on the call.
Those that can be expected and those unexpected!
And will never get to learn in the classroom.
It's all depend on your thinking skills, respond and also...experience.

From beginning, inexperience, shaking when customer 'attack'..
Then slowly, getting steady and in the end, can handle fussy and rude customer calmly. LESSON LEARNT.
Scolding??! Small case.

I got to 'see' all kind of human attitude.
I did learn from them. Be brave to voice out.
I am now brave to approach people and tell what's on my mind when I am not satisfy and not as malu as before. Everyone doing so, what am I fierce of?!

Also, I got to understand more on the word RESPONSIBLE.
Thanks to the silly mistake that I made. I was so careful on my work since then.

I will love this job very very very much if I only have to work for 5 days in a week. It was really tiring when only get one day rest in a week and I still have to go KL for korean language class on my off day :(

Well, I wish nothing but success for SRG Asia Pacific.

Mixed feeling.

I didn't want to leave actually :(

Had so much fun talking with u guys.
I really miss those time when we were together.
Talk loud and laugh loud.

3 hours are not enough.
I wouldn't want to leave so fast if not because I had language class on at 4pm :(

I will definately miss you guys.
I am serious.

Joseph is the one going so far away, Australia!
But still so proud of him for getting jpa scholarship wei!

Yin Qing, Sze Wei and Arnan.
Never mind lah, Singapore is damn near :D
I go find u people in August :P

For Denise, Janice and fatty (owh i just follow the way she called u xD)
Aww. All the future doctors ni...

Christine, Kenny, Loke and Alex.
U guys came so late!!! Missed out a lot la.

Anyway, Kenny, nice to meet u for the first time :D
Eventhough i met u...like..almost everyday over the last 2 mths *erm

Guys, next time.
I wish. I do wish that there is a next time for all of us to meet and eat and talk and laugh at the same place again.

Love ya!

不管是什么事情，总有它好与不好的地方；
这份工作，可以说压力挺大，就是别犯错，怎么说；
如果你的一个小疏忽可能造成顾客巨大的损失。
幸运的话，可能是小事，不会伤到什么；
不幸运？！自己看着办吧！

前阵子因为所犯下的错，难过了很久。
现在总算慢慢找回自信和过了那个过渡期吧。

今天，帮到了个客户，很开心很开心。
Mr O,他用四个号码从 Celcom MNP 过来 Maxis,说明要用prepaid（那号码超美的！）
现在他Celcom的line被截了，Maxis 的却还不能用。
一查之下，怎么他的线全都是postpaid的？
结果，帮人帮的到底，打去他做手续的中心查询之后发了个案子去那，然后告诉他会尽快帮他解决（正常手续需要３－７天工作日子，因为他说都是工作用的很重要；看在我喜欢他号码的份上，帮他吧！）。
就在我收工后，关完全部系统后，同事给我给纸条；
Mr O 找我……….
可我都关完系统了咧？就拜托同事帮忙呗！
结果大家都不愿打回去，因为很棘手咧！哈哈哈
结果？不就另一边 Mr O又打回来了。
我从系统里面‘见证’他的号码一个一个地‘活’了过来！
中心那边正帮他弄着咧！他肯定是开心吧！
其实，我也开心，因为我帮到他，就那满足感和成就感！

Terrible service and respond from Old Town White Coffee at Sri Manja

The story goes like this……

I went to Old Town Coffee shop opposite my staying place to online while having my dinner over there.
It was around….9pm, I was starving!!! Some more I went jogging!
I ordered wantan mee soup. Then I on my laptop….surfing!
Later, the staff served me wantan soup.
Hmm, why they served it separately??
Who cares?? I ate what I had first, while waiting for the mee!

After waiting so long, my mee still never appeared (???)
I waited till my fried wantan became soft and not crunchy L
Then I asked, ohh well, they served wrongly. They gave me wantan soup instead of wantan mee soup!
Later, my wantan mee soup came. I finished up everything!

When I was going to leave, I asked for bill.
Ohh well, they charged me for the wantan soup which they served wrongly!!!
Although it was not so expensive, RM5.90, but wasn’t it UNFAIR for them to charge on me for their own mistake??!

I spoke to one of the servant, she asked the supervisor, came back to me that, I MUST pay because I ATE it. Even if I said, okay, I ate it, but your staff made mistake, I pay half of it, still got a reply ‘must pay because I ate it’……

Oh well.

Firstly, I did not order wrongly, they served it wrong, and I waited soooooo long for my mee. Who was the one who made mistake??? Me??? Did I order wrongly???

Secondly, they did not inform me that they are going to charge me because they served wrong and I makan wrong!! They just simply add on my bill!!! Wasn’t it unfair??? If they serve me shark fin and I must pay for it also??? (Although I can’t find shark fin here. Hahaha). At least, if they inform me beforehand, and I agree with that, I will pay la.But what they were doing was they added it into my bill without my acknowledgement!

I learnt a lot from my current work. I am facing ALL KINDS of human attitude every day. I learnt that, we must not be afraid to voice out and conserve our right. Human are selfish. If you do not know to protect yourself and speak out for yourself, no one will do so for you, and you will be the one who lose/rugi. They will take advantage on you for their own benefit!!!

Human are imperfect. We do make mistake. Just like what I did recently. And, do remember, no one will bear on your mistake. You are the only one who will be responsible for your own mistake! No one will pity you and protect you for your mistake. Remember, we are imperfect, yes we do make mistake. We must be responsible for what we did wrongly and we must learn from the mistake and never repeat it again. This is life. Be realistic!

Don’t ever try to take advantage on me. Yes I am young and I was there eating alone. But don’t ever thought that I will cower and afraid because I were alone. I have been facing difficult situations alone over the past 2 months. Yeah if in the past, I may not argue with them, after all, it’s just small amount of money right? But, now I will not. I learnt, I learnt a lot (especially from the Indians lol) that, we must be brave to voice out to protect our rights. If you are soft and coward, people definitely will take advantage on you. I have been facing that hard situation over the months. Yeah we had hard time when we in the difficult situation, facing the others savage human, yes it was terrible experience, but can’t deny that, it actually benefit us as we learnt from it. Remember, now my face is getting thicker and thicker, I won’t feel embarrass. LOL

It’s not the money matter, but their serving and handling attitude and the explanation that they gave, I am not satisfy with it.

*****

Updates:

I went there to see the supervisor today. He was sitting with friends minum. I told the staff that I want to talk to supervisor. She asked why, I said, regarding yesterday's issue. Then she told the supervisor about it, then the supervisor, sitting down there, looking up, and said, 'mana-mana you pergi pun, telah makan mesti nak bayar' (wherever you go, you eat, and you must pay).

....................

Then I told him, look,
firstly, I did not make a wrong order, but it was your staff mistakenly made a wrong order for me. I thought you guys serving the mee and the wantan separately, so I ate the wantan while waiting for my mee, but I waited so long, then only I asked.

secondly, your staff added the wantan into my bill without even asking for my permission or didn't even bother to inform me. The procedure was so WRONG!

Then he asking the staff why la this la that la. Left me standing there waiting. Then, in the end, he said, sorry. I said, I just want to let you know what I thinking and do not repeat the mistake again.

Before I left, I asked the manager, well, I saw from menu, if I order the wantan soup ala carte the price is RM5.90, but it should be cheaper, RM4.90 if I order together with my meal right?! But I paid RM5.90 for the wantan soup which I didn't intend to order it actually?

See, double mistake. They charged me wrongly for the wrong order.

心态要放宽 豁达些
得与失 到头来 不必太计较
顺境 逆境 也是个经历
人生 就是个过程

哀

单枪匹马 孤军作战 我并不坚强

很多时候，遇到困难，只能自己硬着头皮去面对。
没有人，没有人会可怜你而且他们也帮不到你。
也没有人，在第一时间可以诉说和分担。

心里可能很怕很担心，可是外边只能装镇定坚强

不容易，一点都不容易。
只有自己能明白这其中的滋味。

我，其实并不坚强。

一个女孩，在外找工作。
大大小小的琐事自己来面对。
我不是埋怨，这是我自己选的。
因为，我有目标我有梦想。

你做错了什么都无所寻形。
你所说的你所做的一切，都会被监视。
幸运时，那小错可能不会被发现；
不幸运？你无法逃避，你只有面对他。
那一字一句是从你口中说出来的，没有人需要负责任，除了你自己。

错了，肯定要面对。
但，人非圣贤，孰能无过。
做错了，就要承认 (我也不得不承认....)
反正，就是从错误中吸取教训。

但是，那面对错误的过程中，需要非常大的勇气。
那种彷徨无助不知所措的感觉，
就像，在深海中漂泊，看不到海岸一样的迷茫;
就像，在一大片沙漠中，看不到尽头的失落和无助。

好吧，无论结果是什么，我都有最坏的心里准备；
人，总该为自己愚昧的错误负上责任。






喜怒哀乐；
原来，有悲伤困难和挫折伴随着日子，才促成完整的人生

$$$$$

I got my contract today!!! finally!!! money money money!!!! mari mari mari!!!!

Lesson learnt.
Must dare to speak out and protect yourself. Don't be afraid. Even when others are scolding you rudely but still don't be afraid to protect yourself, no matter you are right or wrong. Lol

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Ishhh. I must must must must must spend less on foooooood and save moooooooooore money!!!
I wanna go China!!!
Where should I go???! Ish..

一国之都北京?! 去找澜姐姐逛胡同长城顺便去梅花饺子馆?!
到上海看世博会??!
去深圳找大伯有顺便可以去广州澳门或香港?!!!

朦朦胧胧的，我挣开眼；
看见窗外的海岸线，眼眶湿湿的；
这一次，到家没到24小时又匆匆忙忙的说bye bye了。

在这宁静的小地方呱呱坠地；长大。
再见我的家乡 再见我的哥哥 再见我的宝贝们 再见美丽的海滩..........................

我，也有不想坚强的时候；
也有不想为了不给人添麻烦而总是自己解决麻烦的时候。
你可以说是为了我好让我自己学习独立，可是我认为过去一直以来我学习得够多了。

怎么你就因为自己的喜好和固执而就不愿意推迟计划让一切难题都迎刃而解呢？
就是这么不解风情就是这么一点也不善解人意。

不要因为我一直以来的独立自立而忘了我也需要被关心。

March...

Finally i have time i write it out :)
i've met so many people in just a month time.

I start off with my friends :)
Feeling so good to see them again!!!!
My juniors: Audrey, kai chian, huan jin, lin yan, jodi, darren, ben,tommy,carmille, kean lee....
My coursemates: yin qing, christine, wai yeeng, phraveen, denise, janice, sze howe, li san, cai yeen, yi ying, jane,sze wei, elise, joseph, grace, amy, jia yee, abby, jenar, kai yunn, chung yang ......
so many of them!!!

I went to edu fair with yin qing and christine..
Christine with her short hair!! *wah*

I went Oldtown with Denise :)
I love that place :)

I went IMU with denise..
Accompany her to visit her bf :P
There i met janice, szw howe, chung yang, yi ying, cai yeen....

I makan dinner with amy, jia yee and abby!!!
OMG I love that night!!!
We talked and laughed LOUDLY. so paiseh
But, who cares??? blekkk..

kai yunn and jenar came for squash!
I didnt see them for soooo looong time!

As for wai yeeng and phraveen..
We had lunch together on the last day wai yeeng on duty :) ~butter chicken ~
Both of them become so good friend and everyday Lam Fung and 'fong shou; fong gao'...
as for phraveen...thanks for the jokes around :)
you know, it was so damn boring with those zzzz people around.
the bitch and the bitch's good friend.
'she is just jealous'
that's the only reason i could find for her behavior...
I miss both of you wai yeeng and phraveen :(

I got to see my lecturers :)
All of them :)
SIVA

My colleagues, some of them are great :)
Sarah, wei jie, william, who talks like a gangster but funny...
Hon kit, he is a hardworking boy :)

Those seniors from my department,
Miss Ong, she is soft and nice :)
Gary and James.. I think they are quite nice..
Not to forget, yeeli, saya punya boss :)
She is cute.

I met a lecturer from school of social science and humanities.
Just met him randomly when he in charge of the fun with english game counter.
I am glad that i got to talk to him!!!
He worked in singapore for few years before study in Japan for 7 years;
then he worked in Malaysia for Toyota.
Later he resigned from the company, even though they offered him good payment, but he left. Because it was not what he wanted.
Ohh well..
so he went France for 3 years. Now back in Malaysia working as japanese and french teacher.
and, he is leaving to German next Tuesday for one month!!! OMGGG!
Yes, I totally agree with him that,
go for what you like, but not the money!!!

Have a save journey and enjoy, sir!

Ohhh yeah, I ajak mei ying to go eat 东北菜 ( Nothern chinese cuisine)
YUMMY :D




Not to forget,
I WENT FOR SUPER SHOW 2 LIVE IN MALAYSIA!!!!!! woooohoooooo~~~~

Oh yeah, I stucked on the lrt train for.....around half an hour.
A 10 mins journey took me one and half hour to reach wangsa maju, from ampang park. sigh.
The train was packed with the passengers. I was just only managed to go in.
The train stopped before reaching the dato keramat station.
with NO LIGHT AND AIR COND.
Imagine how stuffy was that, the train was fully occupied and there was no air cond.
It was kinda incredible that we can survive in the half an hour with insufficient oxygen!
It took them around half an hour to save the people from the train. HOW EFFICIENT.
The emergency button was just useless.
Some pregnant pressed that trying to ask for help but...............no respond at all.
DISAPPOINTED. HOPELESS.

Ohhhh yeah, now i can say that i actually walked on the railway!

High up on the bridge. Not fun at all.

Ok, I am not going to write about those unhappy stuff.
Because i am not going to remember it.
That's all. The end.

3.20

SUPER SHOW 2 LIVE IN MALAYSIA

My first ever concert, yet first time working as crew!!

I was just too lucky to be able to work as crew for the concert :)
the best thing was i could watch the concert for free and get paid :D
I almost got kicked out from working due to the budget control!!! Sweat..

aha....Yen and me were just too unlucky to be placed at level 2 :(
why not basement or level 1???? :(

Nvm, it was FREE :)

We worked as the usher directing the audience to their seats. That's all.
Our leadear brought us to the upper level and just said, one door 2 ushers and 1 ticket checker. Choose your own door.

????????

Choose a door??????
OMG Yen quickly said: Go to the front door!!!!!!
Without thinking too much, I quickly ran to the door facing the stage!!!
aha~ whereas the others still blur standing there!
LOL. Damn gila. But we know the stadium so well!!

Well. There was something really bad that i must complain about the organiser.
They sold the numbered seats at the back row, but it was occupied by the spotlight crew.
The fans paid RM238 but had no place to sit????
and the worst thing was, the organiser seemed like, never known about it???
Didn't inform us at all so that we can make some arrangement for the audience or what.
Even when I informed them about it they seemed to be so blur and unsure about what to do.
Solution: bring them to rock pitt!!!! That was the only way. You just couldn't simply put them at any seats as all the seats are numbered!!!

We sneaked in to have a look at the stage when we got into the stadium.
OMG. SO COOL!!!!!!!! THE LIGHTING!!!!! AMAZING.

OMG. It started around 8pm.
The members came out from 'everywhere'!
I forgotten how the members appeared, only Sungmin, because he came from the audience seats!!!!! woohoo~

Yea have to admit that it was actually quite far (level 2) :(
I had some hard time to see who was that on stage when they first appeared.

OMG DONGHAE WAS SO DAMN CUTE HANDSOME YET HOT!!!!!!!!!!

It was so unexpected that It's You was the third song for the concert.
So fast!!!!! My favourite song!!!!

But.....no suprise.
The performance was just exactly same as what i seen on video.
Which the performed in Japan half year ago :(
Even the cloths also the same :(

but i was really suprised and excited when I first saw the video la :D

NEXT.
LET THE PICTURES TELL THE REST :)

We sneaked in to the stadium when we first went in!!!
OMG!!!! The lighting sooooooo niceeee!!!
Outside the stadium. The were lot fans waiting outside when i arrived, around 2.30pm.

♥ HANG GENG ♥ HEECHUL ♥

Cute cupcakes from Singapore ELF for Super Junior M

Yep I took this when i sneaked in :P
The tag :)
Empty.
More and more. The fans ran ran ran to their strategic place!
Full.
Look at the crowd!!!
Yeah, It was Super Show 2!
Opening clip. HEECHUL!!!
and HAN GENG!!!! i miss you :(
The members came out from every corners of the stadium, LOL

and, Sungmin came from the audience area!! Wooohoo!
Next,
the boys!!

Donghae ♥♥♥
Soooo handsome and cute!!!!!!!

CHARISMA

Ryeowook, he looked handsome too!!!

Up close.
I was not that lucky. My leader took it :(
Shindong, fat but cute? heh~
The dangerous cinderella heechul. Cool hair!!
Actually...this looks good :P

What ya trying to do on Hendry??!


Sungmin, he didnt look good with this hairstyle :(
Even looked more girly :s

Sungmin with the piano :)
Maknae!!!! He is hotttttttttttttttttttt!!!
Solo, singing the mandarin song...
He has shorter fringe. Looks different...
I think I prefer him with his forehead covered, cuter :)
Awww...I love him doing this. Soooooo sweettttttt.
But, anyone has any idea what song was this?


Yesung! I love his voice :)
I didnt pay much attention on him, but not when I heard him singing the song Let's Not.
Yes I screamed for him :P
Leeteuk :)
Solo time, with the young hot girl :D
OPPS??!

He taking his shirt off!!!
and thrown it to the fans!
Eunhyuk the monkey!!! He is reallly realllly cooooool and charm on stage!!!
Unlike the funny, playful boy that we used to see him on shows!!!
Love his dancing and rapping, and.....his hot body *ha

Henry!!!!!
The boys performing :)

This is cute. Couldn't differentiate the real SJ and their moving pictures on the screen. LOL.


Siwon :)


Look at the stage and the lighting. No words to describe how great it was.
I love this greeny light that actually shoot to the audience!!!

Love it.
OMG!
Best view. The sapphire blue from the ELF!!!
The lovely shining stars :)
This is how it looked like when SJ singing Shining Star.
Great effort by ELF, distributing the small torchlight, to light it for the song :)
The introduction of the members.
Siwon, the man with great body :P
Ohhhh yessssss, he is really really really realllyyyyyyyy HOT!!!!
Yesung :)
Ryeowook!! Look at the spelling errors....zzzz
OMG! He is hotttt!!!!
Awww. Sexy fishy ♥♥♥
Cutie pie *ha
Leeteuk
♥ Super Junior KRY ♥
too bad that they didn't sing Let's Not :(
SORRY SORRY


The boys are always naughty :P

Eunhyuk looks sexy :P
Beautiful Heechul :P
Naughty face
Time to say bye bye :(
Spot Henry and Zhou Mi!

90 degree bow. but, heechul boss?

pictures credit to:
-mei yen
-my sjhome

The Dangerous Cinderella Heechul The Living Work of Art Siwon Hottest Baby Kyuhyun The Bubble Boy Yesung Loveable Blurness Ryuwook Ultimate Sweetness Sungmin Bejeweled Eunhyuk Sexy Fishy Donghae Cutie Pie Shindong Fallen Angel Leeteuk.